Battle for my soul

For the last few weeks there has been a battle going on in my life. A battle for my soul. 

It's a conflict I'm sure has been brewing for sometime but was kept "under the rug" until now.

The desire to do good and be a witness for my savior has been battling with the side of me that says it's better to live like the world. 

Sometimes I feel so tired of it and want to give up the fight but I know that eternity is far more important than here and now. So I fight. 

I need to put on my armor.

I have a feeling that this battle will continue for sometime...